Kelly Azuma

Today I went to my NLP session and I have to say it was really good.

Today I worked on Fear, Anger, Anxiety, Guilt, Hurt, Sadness, and Dread.

NLP is all about unblocking emotions that we have been holding onto. The emotions are related to an event in the past that has actually happened and has created such a strong emotion in us that we hold onto it and basically block ourselves. This emotion will come up again and again in our life and what we do is we relate that emotion only to that event that happened so that we can’t move on because we are holding these emotions so tightly.

There is a timeline used which is past life, geneological (ancestry), in the womb, and after birth. The practitioner goes through each emotion and asks the unconcious mind to go to the place in time where the body first felt the emotion. The emotion is then analyzed by being in that event, being above the event and looking at the event from afar. The unconcious mind is taught to free the body of all those emotions and then revisit the event to see if the emotions have disappeared.

In my case there were 3 past life events and quite a few events in the womb that were the root cause of these negative emotions. We had a breakthrough of sorts when I found that at least 2 of the negative emotions were in relation to me being in my mum’s womb at just before the 1 month stage. The relevance to me is that I find it hard to keep a pregnancy going past 1 month. We worked through all the emotions of sadness, fear, and guilt from that time in my mum’s womb and when I revisited the event those negative emotions had disappeared so the practitioners are pretty sure that the next pregnancy will be a success as I have cleared all the blocks in relation to that.

One of the past life experiences was very interesting. I saw myself as an “alien” and I was actually in a ship. I appeared somewhat humanoid, similar to that of the Nordics.

In another life I was a race car driver who had a horrific crash and could never walk again which meant that in this life I was carrying around the fear and anxiety of the crash which meant that every time I tried to get in the driver seat to learn how to drive I had a major panic attack (and didn’t know why). Now I feel over those feelings and managed to sit in the driver seat in the car tonight without any of those emotions present!

The other past life I visited was when I was a white american female travelling across the american mid-west with my family when we were attacked by American indians, raped and killed. The fear emotions that surfaced were horrible.

I also had an ancestor event 23 generations ago that resulted in me carrying alot of dread and guilt emotions around.

At the very end I was hypnotised and I floated off into a dream-land while the practitioner talked to my unconcious mind. I went so deep. I can’t remember hearing anything she said, only at the end when she counted down from 10 I was suddenly aware of her saying 6…5…4….3…2..1 and then my eyes opened. It lasted a little over 3 hours.

When I stood up I felt so light, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders, I felt calm, relaxed, really happy and both practitioners there said I had a light in my eyes that I hadn’t had before.

When I got home I was so bushed I fell asleep on my bed for 4 hours! This is natural they said, I will be detoxing as my body rids itself of all the long held onto emotions so I might feel really tired for the next few days.

All I can say was that it was an amazing experience that the universe delivered to me, what an opportunity! Exactly the right timing too.

I feel really confident about the future now I know that nothing is holding me back. :)