Yesterday I went for a one-hour reading with my soon-to-be psychic development teacher, Sarah.
I received a wealth of information, that validated what I am doing now in my life, and what to do to get where I want to go, and I will summarise below, otherwise writing it all out will take pages and pages.
First of all, my grandfather came through, she said he and I had a strong connection when he was alive and he is watching over me, and is always with me now. I was so pleased to know grandpa is around me, him and I had a special bond, I used to spend every day after school with him and mum, and he taught me alot about life.
She said that when I walked into the door I brought a whole mob with me, of Angels, Fairies, and Spirit guides. I was in awe because alot of people say you can only have two spirit guides, and so I was under that impression, but she said no, I have a whole mob, and soooo many fairy guides too, and she laughed and said “you are such a fairy, girl!” and I was like..yeah..I know!! I’ve been into fairies my whole life, it’s such a passion of mine, a love.
She asked me about my time in Japan, of course she already knew what had been going on, because she’s a spiritual medium, but she wanted to know how I was feeling. Basically she said that now I am going through a transition period in my life, but a transition to wonderful things. She said that I needed to experience what I did, and now I have the insight and wisdom to stop procrastinating and put into action what I want to happen, which is true.
I said that I kept seeing flashes in our walk-in-robe and she said that is Archangel Michael, and Archangel Gabriel, and also that Michael keeps telling her for me to drink water, more more water, because I don’t drink enough. That was funny, because I always ask Michael for guidance and help!
Also that I have a big connection with the fairies, (I do, I am always talking to them).
That I have been through alot of sickness in my life, but it was for a purpose, because my future, is to help others who have gone through or are going through illness, and I had to experience that, in order to help others.
She asked me what I think about Reiki, and I said I like it, I like doing it for others, and I can and will do it, but it’s not my passion. And she said she was glad I said that because my path is laying in a different direction, in fact I will be doing what she is doing!! I’m really happy, because THAT is my passion. As much as I love healing others, the spirit world has always held such a big interest for me, ever since I was little, and I have been talking to the fairies ever since I was little too. Even my mum says ‘oh you used to sit out the back when you were little and talk to the fairies, I could hear you sitting in the tree singing away’.
Everyone always says I’m a dreamer, in dream land. That’s a good thing though.
Also, I asked who my guides were because I’ve never had much luck seeing them or talking with them, so she held my hands and taught me a breathing exercise and told me to look with my third eye and see if an outline or something appeared. Well first, there was nothing. Then, I started to see an outline, and then a cherub appeared, just like Cupid. I told her what it was and she confirmed that cupid was among my spirit guides. Then I saw a lady in robes, who Sarah wouldn’t say who it was because she wanted me to practice more by myself. Then I saw a Japanese warrior wearing a Kabuto, and she confirmed saying I have 2 Japanese ‘Masters’ as my spirit guides!! She said that when I was in Japan I noticed the way the Japanese people do things ascetically, how they have a ‘way’ of doing things, and that they are guiding me to be inspired, and to take action on my thoughts, and to stop procrastinating. I told her how at a David Wells workshop last year, I did a meditation with him and saw the same guy in Kabuto as a spirit guide, but I dismissed it because I thought it was just my imagination. Sarah then said that I was right to trust myself, do not discount myself, because what I get is RIGHT. Then, the last image I got was a man, with a big white beard, and then I realised who it was – MERLIN!! I said to her, Merlin? And she was like, YEAH! I wasn’t going to say anything to you…but you got it!! I’m so surprised to have Merlin as a guide! But she says he’s a guide that brings knowledge, wisdom, and the power to change, so it’s great to have him too!! However, I have to do more work to find out who the lady in robes is, but I have a feeling it’s Mother Mary.
Next she said that in my life, I’ve gotten into a pattern of bringing myself down, like telling myself I am stupid, dumb, ugly, whatever, and I need to get out of that pattern. She said I have to live in the NOW. Be aware of what is NOW. The past is over, the future is not yet set in stone, so we can change whatever is happening NOW, by our thoughts.
I said I had already started to use the Law of Attraction, and Louise Hay’s affirmations and she said that I should keep doing it, and she would send me lots of affirmations. She said the best thing to do, what I have already been doing is to set myself a goal to do every day, kind of like a schedule, get up, go to the mirror, smile at myself, say something positive about myself, like I LOVE YOU, which is hard to say if you’ve always been putting yourself down, and like that.
She also said I need to get outside more, go for walks, connect with nature and nurture myself. Look after ME. Treat myself well!! Take care of me, as in, tell myself I’m good, not bad, talk nicely to myself! I have to set a pattern now and roll with it.
So she confirmed alot of questions I had, and alot of the things I had been doing, but it gave me more support to know that THEY know and are aware of what I’m doing, and they had so much information for me!! She wrote like 10 pages of info they wanted me to have!
Also, I said to her that last weekend I felt really sick, really anxious and nervous, headachy, etc, and she said to me, OH MY GOD, we were ALL SICK! And she was down south at the time with her spiritual psychic friends, and she got told by her guides that alot of other spiritual people were sick that weekend because of the Universal Energy Change that was happening, and would be happening for 2 weeks, and that those that were sensitive to spiritual energy would be feeling sick until this next week while the universal energy undergoes a shift. Wow. I didn’t know I was that sensitive, and she said it wasn’t anything I had done, it’s just that I am sensitive, and growing more sensitive to the world of energy around me, so that everything I am feeling is okay, and it’s right, and I am very much protected by my guides and Angels so that no low life energy can get me. She said we are entering a new consciousness from now, that will take us into 2012. So yeah, wow.
Anyway, she did mention my ovaries and said that I had had alot of problems in the past but that definitely yes I would be having a family, but it’s up to me to do my part, to make it happen, and that means affirmations. So like visualising my ovaries being well, healthy, pink, and saying to myself, my ovaries are healthy, my ovaries work well. And if I want to, imagining myself as now having children, now having a family.
She said definitely when I have followed Michael’s advice on walking, more water, more exercise, the doing, my body will move back into alignment, and everything will be so much easier, and everything I want will be there.
She said she is so excited for me because my life from now is opening up like a flower, and I will be so busy living my wonderful new life with so many opportunities around me!
I’m pretty happy to hear all that, and she already gave me some exercises to do before I go to see her for lessons on the 17th October, which I’m so excited about!!
Already with the breathing and meditation she told me, I did it last night and Merlin’s face was so clear, right in front of my face!! It’s so exciting, to be able to SEE guides.
If you got through reading all this, then congratulations!! Sorry it was so long but there was so much info!! I wanted to write it down too so I can look back one day, to my beginnings.
Merlin
