Kelly Azuma

Well, this is strange. Today I woke up feeling, well, not exactly energetic but less lethargic than I have been the last 3 months. It’s so weird…that all of a sudden it should change like that. I still feel tired but I don’t feel like I’m trying to walk through mud. I haven’t even had headaches for the last two days either which is good. But for some reason I am so hungry all the time. I just eat and then I’m hungry again… I feel like such a guts. But I guess whatever is going on in my body needs food, maybe.  At least I’m eating healthily.

I’m kind of tossing up whether to go out today as I felt like I could… probably need the exercise too. But it just started raining outside so, I guess I will get ready and see if it passes. It’s so nice to be able to have the energy to be able to *think* about going out.

:)

There’s a spiritual festival on from this Thursday to Sunday and a friend of mine who does Louise Hay “You Can Heal Your Life” workshops is going to be there and she gave me a half price ticket, so I have really been looking forward to going but on the same token worrying if I would have the energy to go. I hope I do! There are so many great events that are free which I hope to participate in and which would be good for healing. :)

It seems to have been the longest 4 days of my life. I’ve got absolutely no energy, I’m so exhausted all the time…feel like sleeping. I am having trouble being near the computer because the energy of it just seems to be too strong for me…my energy level is so weak these days.

I stopped taking one of the herbs because it was making me feel worse, now I’ve stopped taking it I feel much better, well at least I don’t have the lump in my throat. So the acupuncture and herbs are working, but I just feel so exhausted now. I told the acupuncturist and he gave me some extra points but it didn’t really do anything.

I have been having the weirdest dreams and experiences. At night I’ve been having the weirdest dreams, and when I try to sleep people start talking to me all at once. On saturday night I went to bed and I had a dream that I was in a forest and Shoko Asahara was meditating in the forest and then he saw me and his followers tied me to a tree and were chanting all this stuff and Shoko had a plastic bag with a hose and was spraying this liquid. When I woke up I was sweating and screaming and then when I went back to sleep I was stuck in the subway and there were newspapers filling up the station, they were floating down from the ceiling and gradually piling up so we couldn’t breathe. Yasu insisted on putting salt in four corners of our bedroom after that and thankfully I haven’t had the people talking to me or the dreams about Shoko. It was so weird. I haven’t seen anything about Aum for years…why all of a sudden I would dream about him??

So bizarre. Maybe because my energy shield is low or something I’m an easy target. Who knows.

Anyway my diet has totally changed as well. I can’t eat spicy foods, sweet foods, lollies or chocolate really really makes me sick, so it’s not worth even eating them at all, tea, coffee, milo, they all make me sick, fried or oily foods make me sick too.

So basically I’m on a very simple diet. I have bran cereal for breakfast, a sandwich for lunch, and maybe a fruit cup for afternoon tea as I can’t eat raw fruit, it seems to be too acidic. And for dinner just something like chicken and vege, usually with potato mash to make it go down smooth.

I can’t eat salad like tomato or cucumber as it really upsets my stomach, and also orange juice and citrus foods are a no-no.

I kind of keep to drinking water and occasionally apple juice. It’s a bit limiting but I’d rather feel okay than eat those other foods and be sick. I realised that feeling like that is just not worth it, even though I was devastated in the beginning to not be able to eat chocolate.

Yasu has been as patient as ever thankfully, and he spent most of the weekend just spending time with me though he did escape sunday arvo to baseball training which I don’t mind. :) He cooked and washed up all weekend which was very nice of him. But now it’s back to me…haha…gotta summon up the energy from somewhere!

So September is nearly over…that means only 5 more weeks to wait to see the specialist. I hope it goes fast…

Today I went to Sarah’s psychic development course and there I met 7 other lovely people. It was funny because this guy sat next to me and started talking about his experiences with aliens and ufo’s, and I was like…OMG me too!

He lives not very far from me and we actually witnessed the same thing a few nights ago, him from his place near the hills, and me from my place facing the hills…so, …wow!

Anyway, I told him about a group I started yesterday for people in Perth who are interested in ufo’s/aliens and have had experiences, and he really wanted to join, him and his brother, who have both seen stuff. And there was another girl I met there that I had met a long time ago at bellydancing with my Faerie friend who also wanted to connect with starbeings and who is a film maker. We got our chance to both connect with star energy through me later in the day but she also said that she is making a documentary about orbs and she wants to film me talking about my many experiences with them. So that should be interesting!

I had lots of great meditation today and I really connected. I saw some amazing stuff, and I also had my first mediumship experience where I was doing a reading for a lady and this woman called Tina came through and totally garbled my speech. She was a drug addict and every time I tried to say “meditate” it would come out “medicate”. I had to get Sarah to help me get her into the light, but that is the first time it’s ever happened and Sarah said it’s because I’m moving into the medium energy – even though it scares the hell out of me – she assured me it was nothing to be scared of but that it is going to start happening more and more as I start connecting on a higher level.

So yeah, it was really interesting and I learnt alot, not to mention, I made some very interesting new friends. Another girl there was from County Cork in Ireland, the same place my family is from, and she and I really connected.

There was a NZ woman there too and she had great energy. We are all planning on keeping in touch so it should be good. :) I love these types of things because you meet so many interesting people and usually the spiritual type of people become life-long friends because they are all connecting through that beautiful loving energy.

So I’ve had a fantastic day, and looking forward to a day in the garden with Yasu tomorrow. But firstly a sleep in if we can!

Lady Nada

Lady Nada will help you

• Develop true self-mastery
• Protect Children
• Empower and guide teachers, ministers, and healers
• Bring justice into life’s more challenging events

Just by calling her name you will feel her loving prescence. Lady Nada is an ascended master, who belongs to the base chakra – red. Nada is a symbol for the coming age, and directs healing to the mankind on earth. Her symbol is a pink rose.

Lady Nada’s message is one of peace and brotherhood, devotion, humility, selflessness, service, and wisdom born of love. She reminds all humans that they are a ray of pure, unconditional love. She believes it is very important to remember that you are not your personality, you are not your habitual behaviours, and you are not the sum of your experiences. You are a spiritual entity, a divine spark of love.

Lady Nada helps individuals see the truth. She will help you reconnect with the essence of who and what you really are. Separateness is not a reality, and it is the illusion created by our beliefs. Beloved Lady Nada will show you the truth and help you embrace your personality self rather than make it an adversary. No matter what the issue, love is always the answer. Nada reminds us that whatever we resist becomes stronger, and whatever we embrace and love dissolves into the nothingness from which it came.

In her last incarnation, she was the priestess in the the Temple of Love. Nada often works with the rose as a symbol of enlightenment. Just as a rose starts as a tiny bud, slowly unfurling into a magnificent flower, so each spirit unfolds in its own way into a magnificent being of light.

Nada asks you the following questions:

• Where do you want to focus your energy?

• Do you want to use your energy to focus on your feelings of separation and deepen your connection to the personality self?

• Or would you rather use your energy to strengthen your ability to love and, in the process, deepen your connection to your spirit?

Lady Nada is an incredible loving and powerful being to have in your life. If you wuld like her to work with you on a regular basis, light a deep red, rose-scented candle each day and invite her into your life. She will help you in surprising and miraculous ways. As the rose is her symbol, a vase of pink roses would also help bring her into your life.

Today was a brilliant day. The sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and as it was pretty cool inside and I wanted to be warm, I went outside and laid on an outdoor lounger on the patio, but behind the screen. It lets the light in, the warmth of the sun, but not the UV rays.

As I laid there in the sun, I got to thinking about how these days, people seem so much less connected to nature, at least in Australia. Back in the day, our people used to be all about going outside after work/school to play in the park, see our friends, walk the dog, meet up for a chat. We used to see our neighbours and greet them on the way. We used to stop and smell the roses in someone’s garden, share gardening tips, invite each other in for a cuppa.

We have slowly gone away from all that, and I think that is mainly due to technology. Technology now provides our entertainment, it gives us tools to use to communicate with others, it lets us search for information. It takes us away from our life outdoors, connecting with nature. It makes our life easier, more convenient, but less personal.

I know that I always feel great when I get outdoors and spend some time in nature, under the sun. Sometimes I feel as if I am the only one enjoying time uncomplicated by modern technology. How many people have ‘friends’ on facebook, but no friendships in real life? How impersonal will this world get? .

I think being outdoors and being in the sun, actually has healing properties in itself. Remember back in the good old days when some hospitals had sun-rooms for patients? I was thinking about that today, and I thought, the sun in itself is beneficial. It makes us feel good, it has healing properties.

We all think of the sun as being this big bad orange orb in the sky that will burn our skin if we stay out under its rays too long. It does though, give us Vitamin D, a vital mineral for the health of bones. Doctor’s urge us to spend time in the sun, just a little bit, every day, to help our bones absorb more calcium.

Or, alternatively you could stay inside with all your gadgets and take a vitamin pill. Why? The sun is FREE. And you can enjoy it whenever you want (if it’s not raining).

Sure, technology has it’s place in our lives, but it can’t replace nature, and the feeling we get when we are out in nature. Plus, when it comes down to it, everything we know on this earth, uses energy from the sun. Plants, humans, machines, clothing, food, etc, is all using energy from the sun. So, our main gift in life, is from the sun, the element that we have come to fear.

Instead, should we not be giving thanks to the sun for it’s energy, for giving us that energy, for enabling our life. I really feel grateful that I have this opportunity, almost every day, that I can go outside and feel that warm sun on my face, the wind stirring my hair, the dragonflies and butterflies fluttering around, the birds chirping in the trees. I give thanks to this wonderful universe that we are in, Now.

No matter how far technology takes us in this world, we should not forget where we came from, otherwise where we are going to will be a very sad place indeed.